IF ONLY IT WERE THAT EASY TO RUN AWAY TOGETHER AND NOT HURT ANYONE IN THE PROCESS. He's the reason why I will stay alone forever. I wish depression could be treated with chemo, or radiation. I would risk hair loss and a weakened immune system if I meant I might not have to live with depression. The passion is dead. Although I was a child left to fend for myself, my mother told me today that life is better without than with my presence. My spirit is utterly crushed... My father died in 1998. I still feel indifferent about him. I feel alone in a world of 7 billion people I always thought I am a incredibly good person. I am not so sure anymore. Quietness should not be confused as being at peace I was physically and emotionally abused as a child. Neighbors saw it and said nothing because he was a police officer. I miss you everyday, but I've all but disappeared from your mind. Why must I carry this burden alone? I'm trying so hard but it's gets to me when I'm alone the most Why do I love you when I know I cannot have you... My biggest fear in life is to be told I can't have children I'm afraid that I will leave this world without making a difference My mother is a tyrant. Despite her best intentions she's ruined lives I WILL KEEP ON FALLING IN LOVE WITH YOU EVERY SINGLE DAY I love someone who loves me absolutely for the minutes he is with me. It's not absolution. Time slows down but never enough. From one day to another my girlfriend left me after of 13 years together. I still do not know why and how. I am 44 now and wonder if I ever will have children- I am under so much pressure to excel. I am afraid to disappoint or be associated with failure. I feel like there is no place for me. I'm still caring about what others may think when I am holding hands with my boyfriend. I try to tell myself I'm ok with it but the truth is that I'm not. PS: I'm gay, he's bi Thank you to all the beautiful people in my life who have reminded me that we're all it this together, even when we feel alone. As lost as I get, you are what has kept me achored in a place away from despair an bitterness. I love all of you. I don't think my husband love's me I keep putting my life and my deepest desires for myself on hold because of a war. I'm terrified that I'll always be single. I take out my life's failures in the gym but I hate the fucking gym I am selfish. I am 45 and still don't know what I want to be.. I was in the hospital at the beginning of September for a suicide attempt, I'm doing better but my meds make me realize how lonely I am. I am never happy. I can be content, engrossed, driven, and depressed. But if happy is happening in there somewhere, I can't recognize it. I miss my best mate so much, but I know he's not good for me. I think I could have spent all my life with you and we would have been happy. Why am I here? Really, what is my purpose, my contribution to this world? I want to make a difference. How? I'm waiting to find someone who will love me but I'm afraid my heart isn't big enough or open enough to let them in. I MISS YOU AND MISS TALKING WITH YOU One day I will stop having fear and I will be free. Suicide by letting cancer spread wasn't as empowering as I thought it would be, I still feel panic every time I feel a change in my body. I can't be bothered finding a girlfriend anymore. I've been through so much crap with exes that I'm kind of ok without one. I love her but trust is something that I'm having troubles with The only time I don't drink is when I'm at work. When will Claire realize how much I care about her? Waiting for him to be free My teenage nieces have no future, because runaway climate change will very shortly kill us all. I haven't the heart to tell them this.


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