I want to die so badly, but I'm too cowardly to try, and people will say I'm just looking for attention.
I'm really into a guy who's not my boyfriend
Before I die I want to fall in love like I did the first time, again, but not with the intent of it lasting forever. I want to train a dog to walk with my everywhere without a leash, to run with me. I want to build my brand and rule my own life even better than I already am. I want to make money, but never associate with people who value it. I want to scream with joy in the waves of the ocean, I don't want to die anytime soon.
I wish i was enough for him to love me and just me.
I refused him. A year passed. He meets another. I met him at university. It was painful.
I have a double life
I know I can reach my goals in life. But I'm more afraid of what success would bring than failure.
sometimes..dying seems like the only way to peace.
Im afraid of being loved by someone. Because I see myself as a monster and I don´t want to hurt anybody.
He wants me back
I used to have a dream that fired my passion. I don't anymore...
I hate my face. My skin makes me sick.
I know to move on with my life I need to stop being friends with you, but I'm not strong enough to do that. So I am slowly dying inside. I just can't help loving you x
I've lost hope. Now I feel like I'm just finding things to distract myself until I die.
I'm glad I met you too. But feel like a bad person. x
I hate myself for wanting an abortion but I will never be able to give my child the life it deserves and I'm too upset at the concept of giving it up that I feel I have no choice
I want a baby but I am too scared to.
I can't tell if I'm running away or taking a bold leap.
I believe that my mother hates me
Fate brought us together, but you are blind and unwilling to grow.
I am trying not to wait for someone else to come into my life before I experience real love. I hope I will find it within myself first so that when I finally do meet my next special love adventure their love is simply a mirror of who I already am.
Last year I tried jumping off a carpark building but my daughter ran and grabbed onto my jacket. If I'd been able to get over the edge I fear she would have fallen with me.
i feel sick with anxiety to the point of starving myself
My biggest fear in life is to be told I can't have children
All I've ever wanted, is to be someone's top priority.
I don't know of anyone who views me as a friend. I wonder sometimes if I will ever fit in. - R
even though It's 1:40AM I wish you called me
I don’t know if i could live all my life with her, but i love her...
i hope you see that i would love to love you
It's just another day without you.
Help me. My will to live is dying and I haven't even graduated junior high.
I am a horrible person. Self-destructing even when I find what should be true happiness. Its as though I am not destined to ever be happy, always screwing up in the dumbest ways.
I pretend that it's ok that my best friend sleeps with other guys, and that it doesn't break my heart every time she cheats on her boyfriend. I just want her to be with me.
IT'S KILLING ME THAT WE CAN'T TALK ANYMORE
I've been alone for 45 years and want to be married but no one has ever asked me. I feel like an untouchable.
I feel everything with my heart...It's a blessing and a curse.
I changed my name to start again, but the pain remains.
Being her friend is not enough, but I know it will never be more than that. So I'll take what I can get.
The border is the best place to live. Unfortunately, it's also the most difficult.
You are my destiny and I'm waiting for that moment
I can't love myself, so i need someone to love, but the one i chose can't love me back
I sabotage my own happiness along with the people closest to me. For no apparent reason.
My exwife cheated on me repeatedly, divorced her 10 yrs ago, still love her.
I JUST WANT TO LIVE IN THAILAND