I like violence. It's a part of me. I believe it's a part of all of us. I'm afraid i don't deserve to be happy I feel all alone and that if I fail I will have no one to help me. I force myself to be strong, but on the inside I'm scared I am most at peace when I'm on my own, and I feel guilty for not missing friends and family more I've been having an affair with the same person for 11 years. Two long term relationships on my part, one on his. He's now single. And I'm still not sure. My love for you has shredded my heart broken my brain dismantled my sanity and crushed my soul. But I won't let you go. I always thought I am a incredibly good person. I am not so sure anymore. My sister has stolen from me In life I've really missed the boat. I didn't even make it to the pier. I keep trying and I keep getting it wrong and I'm nearly 60. What's wrong with me? More often than not, I wish I was a single dad. What if he leaves his wife for me? I'm in love with my best friend. She's moving the end of summer, and if she asked I would go with her. She won't ask. Although I was a child left to fend for myself, my mother told me today that life is better without than with my presence. My spirit is utterly crushed... I have not forgotten the beautiful day we spent together in Bologna last october. I wish she would reach for me in the morning before her phone for Facebook I need you. I don't want to die.I don't want to be alive. I woke up every morning, crying . I wish I could stop putting food in my mouth. It is so hard to stop. I would love to know if something is wrong with me, nobody is normal, I certainly know I'm not... i find it hard to care about innocent victims of war anymore. caring will not solve their problems. I have a double life i feel sick with anxiety to the point of starving myself I know I still love my husband, but I just am not attracted to him anymore. We haven't made love in six months. It's felt like my best years have already come again ever since I was seven years old. I'm tired and I'm bored. Just stop. My exwife cheated on me repeatedly, divorced her 10 yrs ago, still love her. There is so much sadness in the world sometimes I feel guilty for feeling happy. MY HEART BELONGS TO A MAN WHO LIVES 1000 KM AWAY. The only true love is a mother's love for her children. I'm scared of being alone I feel like i'm not smart enough to achieve my studies. And i'ts so stressful. A real mental breakdown. I slept with my girlfriends friend whilst she was asleep in the same bed I know I can reach my goals in life. But I'm more afraid of what success would bring than failure. I love someone who loves me absolutely for the minutes he is with me. It's not absolution. Time slows down but never enough. I'm scared no one will ever love me like he did I'm afraid of loving you. He is never gonna love me.. I deliberately hurt myself again. Terrified of what the future holds. My entire life's been a mess & one almighty struggle. i still love her even knowing she doesn't care You're always finding fault in me. I'm in love with someone that won't talk to me anymore. I feel like there is no need for me to be in this world. I'm not suicidal but sometimes I think nothing would change if I were to die. I've never felt more alone in my whole life


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